Of Two Minds
I’m tired. I’m still awake. I want hugs. I need my space. I’m not hungry. I’ll eat everything. I want to talk. I can’t think of the words. People are kind to me. They won’t miss me. I’m loved. It’s a lie. I trust you. I’m scared of you. I’m open minded. I hide so much. I could do great things. But that’ll never happen. I’m strong. I’m breaking. I want to die. But I don’t. I can handle it. I don’t know what to do. Kill me. Save me. I’m of two minds. And I can’t decide.