Of Two Minds

I’m tired.

I’m still awake.

I want hugs.

I need my space.

I’m not hungry.

I’ll eat everything.

I want to talk.

I can’t think of the words.

People are kind to me.

They won’t miss me.

I’m loved.

It’s a lie.

I trust you.

I’m scared of you.

I’m open minded.

I hide so much.

I could do great things.

But that’ll never happen.

I’m strong.

I’m breaking.

I want to die.

But I don’t.

I can handle it.

I don’t know what to do.

Kill me.

Save me.

I’m of two minds.

And I can’t decide.